Forget to remember

Lately I´m breaking all the rules, it seems like I need to miss you, even though I swear to myself thousands of times that I´m going to forget you, not to love you anymore, because it is time for it
But it looks impossible for me. 

Harder I fight, deeper I fall.

You are making me want something I was doing fine witouth. 
Like a wave you crashed over me.
It is not so bad when I am closing my eyes and dreaming of what we had, but suddenly I open them and reality came to me, and no, time cannot save us now, we are underwater.
It is time to forget to remember, forget to remember you. 
It´s over and done. 

I will do anything, anyhow, anyway to get you out my head.